Confidence

Ok...So this past weekend was a big weekend for me. I had my interview for the hall director position on friday, which was from 8:30 to about 2pm. It was kind of intense but not really. Then I had the interview for the grad program that i applied to. That was not stressful at all. Im just sitting here and thinking about it all. I wasn't nervous at all.

That is unusual for me because I always get nervous and worried about things. But since I traded in my worrying for faith, hope and confidence, life has been much more pleasant. It all goes back to knowing that whatever happens, I know that God is my provider and he is and will continue to care for me.

It's just amazing to look back where God has brought me from. I used to be so shy and lacked a lot of confidence. I was unsure of myself and frequently afraid to try new things. Though i did make many attempts in high school. (I was in the talent show and danced to an out of eden song...but i couldn't remember all the steps) lol...one of my most embarrassing moments. Then there i had a couple of solos in chorus. It seemed like i would always get choked up and my throat couldn't work to it's full potential. I always did okay, though back then it was like an out of body experience.

And right before i decided to apply to grad school...i kept feeling like i couldn't do it...but then i realized that I am capable of doing it. And doing it well. I'm a child of the King. I can do anything through Him. It's just amazing how much confidence I've gained and i know it came from God. I had been praying for this and he has been working on me.

I went to those interviews, was myself the whole time and felt good about it.

Bless God! He is sooo good! I'll let you all know what happens when i get the news from the program.

Later DAyZ