Hmm, so i'm feeling kind of melancholy right now and feel the need to get away. I kind of want to just get on a plane go to an island and just sit on the beach and have a good ol time. Maybe because it's the end of the year and I'm all worked out...i just want to get away and think about absolutely nothing.

Things in my life are continuing to go as unplanned (according to the plans that I had) lol. which i understand. Sometimes i just get the urge to take things into my own hands and pretend that i have control, when i know that i really do not. Insead of trying to do things, I should just stand and be patient and wait for instructions from the Lord. So, that's what I intend to do.

I know that if i try to do what seems logical in my mind, that it will not go right. So here I stand, waiting (somewhat patiently). I know that I can't do better than God. So I am just going to wait and wait and let him reveal his plan to me as He sees fit.


Later dayz