If it's over

So here is a poem, inspired by the thought of a possible end of a relationship, whether it be romantic, friendly/plutonic, family, whatever speaks to you. Well I don't really know if I would even call it a poem, just streaming thoughts i guess. Anyhoo here it is...

If it's over
I'll not have regrets
over all the time spent
laying brick after brick
to build the foundation
only to find out later
that there wasn't enough material
to build the creation

If it's over
I'll not be mad
I learned what I wasn't
and what I could be
And not only did I find you
but through the process found me
I learned to express myself and the art
of the guarded heart

If it's over
I'll not be bitter
It'd be better to have loved and lost
Though none of us would be losers
We shared a lot
And it wasn't always perfect
but just being with you
seems to make it all worth it

But

It's not over
Til it's over
and what is meant to be
shall be
whether it's ending
or just the beginning
we'll both live happily

I can't help but wait on God
and see what He'll do
I know because I love him
He won't fail to see me through
That's why I won't be regretful,
mad or bitter
He knows my end and my beginning
but also the middle too!